Once again, I fail on the updating regularly thing. Oh well...lots of stuff has been going on. Family, school and personal stuff have all been off and running this past month. My aunt suddenly showed signs of being bi-polar and it's been so hard on my uncle and their three kids. It's just so devastating to see your mother and wife like that. You can't do anything to help..she refuses to go to the docter, so there's nothing they can do. I've just been praying for them and hoping that she'll go to the doctor's and get the help that she needs. My sister is due in about a month, my cousin is due at the beginning of July and her baby shower is coming up in a couple of weeks, so I'll be home for that. I'm excited about the two new little babies:)

School is fine...stressful but fine nonetheless. Finals is this week and I have no motivation to do any studying. I'm just so tired of everything and want it to be done. I don't care about my grades at this point and while that may not be the right attitude to take, it's the one that I have. I know that Delinquency is probably not going to be good, Policing will more than likely be a C, and everything else should be fine. After tomorrow, I won't have to worry about a test until Friday, but I need to pack and whatnot Wednesday and Thursday. I'm not looking forward to that at all. As glad as I'll be to be home, I hate having to get there. Carrying all my stuff through train stations and hauling it around and up into the trains just isn't fun. But I will be home for three months..it's kind of a mixed blessing like Joe said. While I want to see them and can't wait to be there now, give it another couple months and I'll want to be back here. It's the way it works.

Life...hmmmm...don't really know what to say about it. It's going..lol..I know that there's a lot that's gone on since I wrote last, but it's almost like 'why rehash?' Granted then you won't know what it is that I've been doing, but mainly stuff I've been worrying about has been family or boy related. Hall government is done. I'll be doing it again next year and it should be fun...ohh yeah..Lindsay's wedding. I didn't forget it believe me...I just feel so bad thinking about this past weekend. I missed my best friend's wedding ceremony. How horrible can it get? I've been helping her plan, look at dresses, rings, etc and the day comes and I mix up the times and get there right after the ceremony finishes. We made the reception, which was a good time and I'm glad I was there for that, but still...the ceremony is what's important. That's where the meaning lies. She said not to worry about missing it, but I felt like such a shmuck. I got to see Erik...he looked so good:) He was there with his girlfriend of course, but it's been a year and I've missed him so it was really nice to get a chance to talk with him a little. I got a couple hugs from him, which are the best..honestly, he gives the greatest hugs and he smells good so it's fabulous:) Anyways, he seems to be doing well and I'm happy for him. I think he's going back to school it sounds like, so who knows where he'll end up. He and his girlfriend look so cute together...but I can't say that if he was still single, the thought of kissing him didn't cross my mind. Even though I don't think we would really work, he's still so attractive to me. There are things I don't like about him, but overall he's a great guy and she's lucky to have him.

But anyhoo..I suppose I shouldn't write too much longer. Bed will be calling me so that I can be kind of awake for my final tomorrow:) Hope you guys are having a good spring and are getting ready for your summer plans. I know that I am...talk to you guys later!