Let's try this again, shall we?

Alright let's see if this works. I had this really great day last weekend, like it was so so nice and remembering it makes me smile. Long conversations are the best and it would have gone longer but something came up...honestly, talking to someone for basically 12 hours and being comfortable...I don't know how to describe it. Trying to talk about it makes me feel so girly hehe but I can't help it. A friend and I were talking and she said something about how she wasn't sure if she was in love with the guy that she's kind of seeing and asked me if I had ever been in love. I wasn't quite sure how to answer her...really up to this point, I'd say no cause most of the guys I liked were just crushes...I mean there's always that one guy who you'll probably like forever but it's different than being in love with someone. So I had to give her an 'I don't know.' Really though, I'm not sure. Is it bad when all you want to do is sit and talk to someone for hours or not even talk, just watch them? Watch them play guitar or how they do little things, movements that they make, nervous habits, or how they smile, how their eyes crinkle in the corners if they do, just studying them...that's what I want to do. I want to sit, play guitar and sing for hours or until music runs out or my fingers are screaming at me and know that even if it sounds horrid, it'd be fun. And wanting more than anything to cuddle and know that if we fell asleep, they'd still be there in the morning. That's what I want...maybe it sounds foolish but it'd be so nice...so utterly comfortable..